Okay, so I just so happened to stumble back into my blog now and realized 3 users had registered??? I knew I had views but members :S

Any way. So I have been busy, busy, busy and actually I did put the drugs on hold for like 1 year. The reason being I sort of did a "scarface"... again. This is were you say "Scarface? How does one go about to do a Scarface? Well the first time was with the Cannabinoiders B1-B2. I order that made a stasch of 20g and was going to make some money $$ but ended up smoking almost all of it in two nights, something I really not recommend. Lets jump forward a little bit because that was like 2 years ago.

A little over 1 year ago I befriend and bound with one of my local weed dealer and one night told him about my scarface moment and how cheap it really is to make your own chemical cannabis just going to the root and ordering the chemicals and the finished product (Like spice, 2k). So we went ahead and search threw the internet and came in contact with a chemical salesman sort of speaking and ended up buying this shit for as low as 0.9$/Gram. Now this gets just better because we sold it for 15$/gram. So we turned our 75$ into about 4500$.and then you take that money and buy more of it. See where I'm getting with this. When you have that kind of money you start to party hard but it comes with a price. I'm gonna jump forward a little bit now. Suddenly I find myself extremely intoxicated while being threaten by a psychopathic girl wielding a fucking long bread knife, claiming she knew the founder of Hell's angels and that we had killed her boyfriend. I know it's as surreal as it sounds. Any how, we survived and they have fled the state, hoho.

Now this scenario gave me a profound insight in mylife and left me kind of shattered and hollow. So I decided to take a break from drugs, clear my head and sort out my grades and my life.

Now I'm happy and I can smoke weed most of the time without being uncomfortable. and I have not touched chemical weed since. I think the chemical we used was AM-2xxx something, I know drugs are personal so just because I had a bad experience doesn't mean you will have one but I would not recommend that shit to anyone. I'm still a little bit shattered and it will probably take 1-2 more years before it's all gone.

I have graduated and are currently working as a bartender at a local rockbar. I have been on a trip to Amsterdam and I'm going back there in november for cannabis cup and Qlimax. I have my own Youtube show (with like 15views:P ) and life is great.

I will try to maybe be a little more active on the site and maybe update it at least once a month.

I don't care much for other drugs than hallucinogenic drug cause there's nothing about them that attracts me. Yeah they may make you feel good but at what cost and why feel good when you can feel the whole universe inside of you.

Most other drugs just fucks up your system, it gives you liver, heart or even brain damage. While Hallucinogenic make you look at the world in different ways of understanding. Not only does it make you appreciate the small details but they make you understand why you appreciate them. It makes your mind evolve and expand.

Even as a kid I wished that magic and abnormal stuff would happen but they never did. So I spent most of the day playing video games as that is where I could do the impossible but now I can do it in real life and this is just how I wanted it to be like.

I would choose Weed/LSD/Mushroom before any bar/party/drinking day. Sure it's nice to celebrate with people but I rather explore the forest on mushroom. It's like going on an adventure in another dimension. Suddenly things like fucking dwarf, goblins etc... can be seen. Do you freaking know how great that feeling is. I remember as a kid I wished that they would create a virtual world where you where you in a computer world so that you didn't just use your imagination you actually did fight monsters, explore dungeons and shoot fireballs. And now I can.

Hallucinogenic drug is like being sucked into a computer and than it randomly chooses a genre for you play.